I. 就愛碎碎唸

I thought i was the luckiest woman in the world

i was so lucky to find a guy who loves me so much, and he can just accept my daughter as his own.

I thought he would care for me like i am the most precious thing in the world to him.

I was happier after i got pregnant because he was so nice and careful with me

But, I was a little up set when he said want both of us to be healthy and happy..

what about my daughter?

And, it's even worse yesterady, he didn't want me to bring my daughter to the dinner party..

Then, I thought, OK maybe he hasn't prepared his friends yet, he would eventually get to them... SOON

But the most upseting thing is that he can have fun and drink with his friends until 3 in the morning, 

didn't bother to give me a call or text to tell me, a pregnant woman, to go to bed earlier.

Am I on his mind.. i guess not.

Yet, we were going to visit the place where we were going to get married.

He didn't show up....

I guess he is not ready to get there... to get married yet.

I wish to see him tonite, and he said, he is tired.

Maybe, and just maybe... tomorrow's meeting is not a good idea.. if he isn't so ready yet...!!

I am very VERY mad and sad....